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[Mar. 15th, 2004|09:47 pm] |
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| | blink 182-im lost without u | ] |
u know how much this sux?
u dont have any clue
i promised myself i wouldnt do this
it just happened
it sux!
i cant help it
it wont get out of my head!
its back!
i got it out and boom! it came right back
this is gay
i promised myself
i should have never done what i did
would u ever do this again?
i dont think so
but u never know
can u help it?
i dont think so
can u keep it inside like me?
i dont think u can
cuzz u dont feel that way
but u nver know
would u ever go back?
i dont think so
i would
but i still dont think u can
it would be really cool
but it may never happen
not with u
i know it wont with u
i dont think so
just think about that
later
<3 dustin
its back!
that feeling
i dont want it anymore!
go away!
talk everyone..i havent gotten comments in a while
peace! |
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| bye bye life!! |
[Jan. 7th, 2004|11:07 pm] |
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well tonight has been by far the WORST day of my life!!!..so its :prnstr_dustin..its a livejournal
lauren broke up with me..and if ure readin this!!
i dont hate u..its just that i relly loved u!!!!!
well thats over!!
i spent about 1 1/2 in my room blastin my korn music...the other 1 1/2 i skateboarded...sprained my ankle to hell...i can barely walk...ha!!oo well it took some of the pain from my heart..and put it in my ankle...lol
well my love life has been destroyed tonight..
AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK THIS..
later!!
c yah tomorrow everyone
-dustin
oo yea my new sn is :ihateeverythng66...lol |
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[Jan. 7th, 2004|06:27 pm] |
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| | disappointed | ] |
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| | him-heartache every moment! | ] |
u know what..fuck all this shit!!!
i cant take it anymore.
this is fucked up!!
"so when i feel the need..i think its time to bleeed!!,im gonna cut myself and whatch the blood hit the ground!"
to quote korn.
that relates to me alot!
that song is what im about right now..
i dont give a shit right now!!
i could probably go kill myself right now..and noone would care
it seems like lauren got bored of me ..or somethin...idk
but somethings wrong with me at the moment!
i cant figure otu what it is.
so yea BYE THE FUCKIN BYE! |
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| basses i want!! |
[Jan. 5th, 2004|08:42 pm] |
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| |  happy | ] |
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| | mxpx-chick magnet | ] |
NOW FOR SOME KILLER BASSES!!!
THOSE ARE SWEET!!
COOL!!
5 STRINGER!!
NOW THAT IS ONE AWESOME BASS THERE!!!!!!
god i want these!!!!!!!!!!!they are soo killer!!!!!
well atleast i think so!!!!
i love em!!!!
wow today was simply the best day of break..and it was the last..lol
me and lauren went to the zoo...i had a great time!!
we talked and got to look at all the animals..and laughed at these 2 gopher turtles doin it..lmfao!!!..it was hilarious!!!!!!
but yea today was the best day of break ive had!! too bad it was the last!! it was fun the whole break!!! B )
but today was simply awesome!!!!!!
well later peoples!
-dustin |
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[Jan. 5th, 2004|12:56 am] |
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| |  awake | ] |
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| | now...blink 182-violence!! | ] |
well today has been ok!i guess
i had to go shopping with my mom...blah..that was boring...got home at about 6 or something...i got some gum..lmao...
dustin=poor...lo..i never have money...lol i need a job.
im gonna get a job as a carpenter...i lovve building...and i love creating things....i can do it quick...and good...sometimes...but ive been building shit since i was like 5...with my grandad...i made all kinds of stuff...like a bird house...a cabinet..actually..he helped only a little...i got a nack..for it...and i love doin it..its fun..!
so im gonna try to get a job..or atleast just build somethin..and maybe sell it..i doubt that i will ever sell it though...lol.
well i got home..went on the computer...and talked..and listened to some killer music...iforgot what the band was called ..but they are from baltimore mass.their music kicksass!
got off then went skateboarding...at saint marries...i forgot it was youth group..so i was skateing...and everybody pry saw how much..i cant skate..lol..well im ok...as alot of people say..ha!..so i went home and talked to lauren for about an hour...were goin to the zoo tomorrow!!B )
im gonna give her a piggy back ride throught the whole thing..lol..B )...well now im just bored....listenin to the new blibk 182 cd..B )..a very cool cd!!
well g2g
later
-dustin! |
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| god i hate myself..why cant i go back into time?!?! |
[Jan. 1st, 2004|11:11 pm] |
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| | sad | ] |
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| | cypress hill | ] |
well lets see!!!lastnight had its good sides and it VERY bad sides!!!i dont like the bad..but i put this on MYSELF!!!!i dont know what id do without a friend like U man!!! id be lost!!ive known u and been friends with u for almost 12 years!!! i dont want all those good times to end man...lol..like the playstation and pizza hut times..lmao!!!that was the greatest!!!!!!"WE GONN DIE!!!"LOL!!
like i said i dont know what id do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uve been the bestest friend i could EVER HAVE!!
dont forget that man!!!!!u will hopefully be my best friend for ever!!! i think we will!!
idk i just REALLY messed up last night!!!!!!!!!
i lied!!
to U...my best friend!!and im just fuckin stupid as hell!!!!to actually do that!!!
fuck the good time i had!!!!!!
i mean it was really fun...!!
i had a great time!!
but everytime i think about last night..it pops up and says!!!u lied!!what an asshole of a friend u are!!!thats what MY head says everytime i think about last night!!!im just seriously messin up my best friendship i could ever have.im dumb for doin that....
if i could turn back time...i would have just spent new years with u man.but i messed that up...my mind was thinkin about her too much...i was selfish to say that im spendin the night and then not even come over there...i just hate myself for the BAD part of last night!!.......
I HOPE EVERYONE ELSE HAD A GOOD TIME ON URE NEW YEARS EVE/NEW YEARS...!!
B )
well gotta go!!
later
-dustin!! |
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| i had the most wonderfull time tonight!!! |
[Jan. 1st, 2004|01:03 am] |
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| | korn-one | ] |
wow!!!!u know how much fun i had tonight?!!!!!!
i had soo much fun!!!!!!!!it was great!!its always great to see lauren and spend time with her !
but tonight was special...it was new years eve!
its my first time with a gf on this day..so i had to spend all day and night with her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was just simply the greatest night of my life!!!
marcus im sorry man that i lied to u...idk why...i feel like i have to...cuzz it seems that u really dont like her!!and like i said its my first new years eve with a gf....so i wanted to spend it with her!!
sorry man!!!!!
i still cant get over how much fun i had to day....
B )
B )
well im gonna go to sleep thats all i got to say in this entry!!!
later peoples!!!
HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!
HOPE WE ALL HAVE A GOOD 2004!!!I KNOW I WILL!
-dustin! |
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[Dec. 30th, 2003|05:41 pm] |
idk but people now days that are friends of mine...are pissing me off!!!!!they are talkin about me...behind my back..makin fun of me....and all that shit!!!!!
people are tryin to break me and lauren up..idk why!!!but its gettin on my nerves..and people are commenting as anonymous and are too pussy to leave their name!!thats pissin me off also!everything nowdays is pissin me off....besides lauren!!shes my pride and joy!!i LOVE her!so the people that are tryin to break us up....get over it..i really do love her!!!shes an awesome girl!!ive been sayin this and sayin this..and i mena it!!i love beein around her...i love tlakin to her!!i just am always happy when im around her!!!i seriously am fallin in love!shes the coolest girl know...shes great..and thats all why i love her!!!!!!soo much!!
but everyone stop pissin me off...by maiin fun of me...if u dont atleast dont post it in ure fuckin journal!!!!!!!!!
thats just plain stupid!!oo well most people just can go to hell and die!!!!!!!and leave me alone!!!
the people that are cool with me... are:
lauren
marcus
jake
josh
bailey
crystal
angela
and many others!!!!!
u should know why ure not on there!!!!
if ure not on there...ure pissin me off...or just idk!!people i didnt list...go to hell!!!!!!or if u guys think u are susposed to be on there..just do somethin!!i dont care!!
people are PISSIN me off!!!
go away!
leave me alone
fuck off!!
-dustin!!! |
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| bored bored bored bored |
[Dec. 28th, 2003|10:44 pm] |
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Top five people in your life
1. lauren
2. marcus
3. jake
4. bailey
5. josh
theres alot more
Top five celebrities
1. jim carey
2. adam sandler
3. the cool pirate from..pirates of the carribean
4. more
5. more..cant think right now...alot of girls to
Top five best moments
1. the days with marcus and jake
2. the first time i kissed lauren
3. the first time i snowboarded in north cacalaci
4. x-mas and halloween
5. when i asked out lauren
Top five athletes
1. bam margera
2. kelly slater
3. mike valley
4. ahmad green
5. brett favre
Top five movies
1. old school
2. finding nemo
3. pirates of the carribean
4. cheech and chong..up in smoke
5. half baked
Top five songs
1. korn/metallica-one
2. korn-right now
3. korn-did my time
4. metallica-sandman
5. alot of bush songs,alot of godsmack,and soad!!
Top five bad memories
1. my grandfather died
2. middle school
3. swimming..on my b day this year!!..lmao..dont ask
4. surfing with sharks..lol
5. WAY to many bad memories..i hate em all
Top five fav animals
1. pharots
2. hippos are cool
3. monkeys
4. squirl..lol
5. arma dillo
Top five funniest people
1. marcus
2. jake
3. josh
4. bailey
5. rooster(richie)
Top five favorite things
1. surfing
2. skateboarding
3. skimboarding
4. bein with lauren
5. being with my friends
Top five things you wanna acomplish
1. get to state in swimming
2. get better in skateboarding
3. do better in school
4. stay with lauren for a long time!!!
5. keep marcus and jake for the rest of my life...the coolest 2 kids in the world
Top five smells
1. candles
2. apple pie
3. chicken
4. STEAK!!!!
5. peaches
Top five favorite candy
1. milky way
2. butterfinger
3. twix
4. crunch
5. reeses
Top five favorite drinks
1. MOUNTAIN DEW!!!
2. GATORADE
3. pepsi vanilla
4. coke
5. pena calada
Top five favorite sports
1. swimming
2. surfing
3. skateboarding
4. football
5. skateboarding
Top five favorite foods
1. chinese
2. seafood
3. mexican
4. italian
5. pizza
Top five favorite stores
1. pac sun
2. fye
3. skate and surf shops
4. cutters choice
5. hot topics...for band shirts and patches
Top favorite colors
1. black
2. red
3. blue
4. green
5. grey
Top five bad presents
1. uh...some clothes
2. shoes
3. toys
4. some hats
5. games/video games
Top five best friends
1. marcus
2. jake
3. bailey
4. josh
5. lauren....but shes my gf!!!
Top five favorite pet peeves
1. loud people...like black people..they think they own everything
2. cops
3. parents
4. yellin
5. most people
Top five things you adore
1. lauren
2. friends
3. babies...i love little kids....there cool..people think im crazy...cuzz i like babies.
4. puppies
5. kittens
Top favorite past times
1. swimming
2. surfing
3. skateboarding
4. eating...HAH
5. sleeping
Top favorite watersports
1. wake boarding
2. swimming
3. surfing
4. skiing
5. knee boarding
also tubing
Top favorite places
1. my room
2. friends houses
3. laurens house
4. marcuses house
5. jakes house
Top favorite TV shows
1. the simpsons
2. wrestling
3. king of the hill
4. futurama
5. football
Top five things you look for in the opposite sex
1. hair
2. personality
3. looks
4. humor
5. smile and eyes
well thats another one of these thing..lol
i got bored..as u can see!!!!
its the second one today
anonymous!!!!leave ure full name!!!!!
later
-dustin |
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[Dec. 27th, 2003|11:11 pm] |
well lets see hurr!!!i wanna know who the fuck this anonymous person is!!!!!!!its getting on my nerves...i think there too scurrred to put there full name!just put it!!
well after christmas has been pretty fun!!!!!!
on friday me and josh and his mom went to the mall to get him his new shoes!!there just like my first adios but grey..lol
he bought me and independent hat!!lol idk why.and he bought an element hat!...that kids cool!!i cant beleive him..!!lol
we skated the rest of the day...then about 5 30 marcus came over....so we went back to saint marries..and we skated more and more!!!that killed me.josh left so me and marcus sat around and whatched nightmare before christmas!!!that movie rocks!after that we went to sleep and then got up like 9 30..and went outside and shot some paintballs..and then got some doughnuts at publix..lol...he went home about 11 30...so i went to sleep for a little..and then about 1,1 30..i went over to laurens!!!that was fun as hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well i g2g
later peoples!!
-dustin |
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[Dec. 25th, 2003|01:34 pm] |
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!THAT READS MY JOURNAL!!!
ITS BEEN A BORING CHRISTMAS SOO FAR!!!!
OO WELL
LATER PEOPLES! |
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[Dec. 24th, 2003|10:19 pm] |
lol ..cool....well it looks like people read this one..!!!!
alot more than my dj...i think im gonna use this more!!
cuzz my dj has way too much memories!! that i DONT wanna remember!!!...i mena i still will update my dj and all that!!
but..idk..this one i think is gonna get more attention!!
especially if i get more friends!!
so for now!!idk!!im dumb...lol
today was really fun!! i went to laurens and gave her her gift!!! B)..she loved it..as i thought she would!!!
she got me nightmare before christmas!!!the best movie in the world!!!
thats about it...i had way to much fun to talk about all of it!!
well gotta go
later!!!
-dustin! |
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[Dec. 24th, 2003|08:24 pm] |
lol uh....idk why i got one...it seems noone reads my dj and noone will read this either!!!
oo well i spent time doin it...it sux i know!!
oo well
screw all the people who dont like me they can fuck off! |
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